Tada!

Well, I got home from Jackson's like two hours ago. I miss him, but he's at work.
I had amazing dreams last night. :D

Mirella, I love you a lot. I've had a total change in heart. I know that we've had a bunch of problems and we fight most of the time now, but I miss us. I know that we can be back the way we were it'll just take some work to earn both of our trust in each other again. I never once wanted to replace you with anyone. Courtney is my best friend, but I didn't replace you with her. Things happen. You and I grew apart and then I met Courtney but it seemed like those two events happened hand in hand. But it didn't. We can be best friends again. I promise. We'll make it happen :)

P.S. I love Jackson! 10 months, baby :)

So long.

Okay. It's been a long time since I really wrote something in my blog, which I guess could be a good thing.
Spring break.
Friday, I stayed at Courtney's and barely got two hours of sleep since I was coughing and throwing up the whole time. But I'm completely in love with her dog. Most beautiful thing in the world. That dog is so hyper and always happy to see you! I love him :) Not to mention that I love Courtney too! But I left her house at like seven in the morning and went home.
All of Saturday I spent in and out of sleep. I had to have help getting to the bathroom because my muscles were so weak. But Jackson stayed with me the whole time :D
Sunday was pretty much the same thing.
Monday I was pretty much drugged up with cold and flu medicine trying to make myself feel better by 5 for my flight to Utah :)
Tuesday morning Jackson and I got up, got dressed in our snow gear, and ran outside to play in the snow for like two hours! :D I've decided I'm in love with snow. We had snow ball fights and I made a snow angel :D After that we went to The Canyons and I took a half day ski lesson. The girl that I took the lesson with was a total butthead so I didn't really like skiiing that first day. The fact that I was still super sick didn't help.
Wednesday I took another half day ski lesson but this time was much better. The guy was so nice :D Then I went us the chair lift, which is the scariest thing in the world, and went down my first slope. The rest of the day, Jackson and I were skiing together down this one green. By the end of it, I wasn't scared at all!
That night Jackson got really sick.
Thursday, we had to stay home. But we watched Ameityville Horror, Moulin Rouge, Saving Private Ryan (Three times), and Rush Hour 2! :)
Friday was the same thing until 6 when we got into the car and went home. I was so happy to be home.
I was sick Saturday and today. But I love Jackson and we had a great time! I got Sims 2 and have been playing it almost none stop since I got it yesterday at one :)

I love my life! :D

Alright,

so. For three days straight I've been as sick as a dog. Seriously, I had trouble breathing I was so sick. 

I'm about to board a plan to Utah! 

I'm so excited. I love Jackson :D So great!

You know what?

I love life.
I love it so much.
How can I not?
Yeah, I'm completely stress ALL the time, but at the end of the day,
I have a fiance who loves me, a best friend that I love- Amber and I have another best friend that is great- Courtney.
My job is amazing.
I make a very nice salary and I get to watch three kids grow up.
I love it.
My mom is my best friend also :D
I love life.
Life is great.


On an ending note,
And every day
You're in my head
I want you to have you in my bed
You are the one
You're in my eyes
All I ever wanted in my life
-Basshunter

I went

shopping yesterday and it was great :)
I got a new phone, and it's basically the most beautiful thing in the world :)
My mommy is so great.
Jackson is amazing.
I love him a lot :D