Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Oh and by the way,

the little things always matter. Always.

My sorries.

I'm sorry I want my love back.
I'm sorry that I'm afraid that I'm not loved.
And I'm really sorry that by being afraid of losing you, I'm pushing you away.
I love you and I wish that everything would be wonderful again.
I'm sorry for getting mad you a lot. I know it's wrong, I just love you and need your love, too. But I'mm changing, I promise. I'd trade it all in, just to be in your arms. I love you.


You're the person who's always been there for me. Even through the really hard times. I think you honestly kept me alive ha. I love you and I'm sorry for everything that ever happened between us. I'm sorry that I had pushed you away and literally was so rude to you for absolutely no reason. I'm glad we're friends again.


I'm sorry you always have to listen to me complain about him. I'm sorry that me and hdim have problems and I come to you. Sometimes I'm afraid that you are really annoyed with me. I don't want you to be, and I don't anything negative feelings from you!


I'm sorry I hurt you and rejected you so many times. But you have to know why, it's pretty obvious. You aren't the person I thought you were. I don't love you and I don't think I ever did.



I'm sorry you left the state and we grew apart. I hope you keep your promises. If you don't, I'm disappointed in you. I'm sorry for always yelling at you. I love you.


Hey, you're family. But you're a cunt. I'm sorry that you are absolutely and rude person. I'm sorry that I will stick up for myself and I'm sorry you're annoying.


I'm sorry that you're my boss. And I'm sorry you're a bitch and feel that you must order me around instead of just asking me. I'm sorry that you're my family too.


I'm sorry you don't know your three wonderful kids, you dick.


Most of all, I'm sorry that you had to deal with my teenage years. And I'm really sorry that we fight. I hate it, but I love you. I'm sorry that I never really get much time with you anymore. I know I'll regret giving this time away when I'm older. I'll make an effort, I promise. I love you. I'm glad I can call you family.



I'm sorry to everyone I've ever been mean to. It's not you most likely, it's probably something or someone else. But hey, it might even be your fault. Bitch.

2 comments:

  1. Okay, you can delete this if you don't want other people to know, but I am going to guess all.

    Jackson.
    Me.
    Courtney.
    Kyler.
    Devin.
    Mary.
    Aunt Jenny.
    Uncle whatever.
    Mother.

    Was I right?
    :)

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